12 September 2008
Although We've Come...To The End Of The Road
So excited, just got home from seeing Boys II Men at Tripod in Dublin. It was great, took me right back to middle school. One of the members was missing but it didn’t even matter. I’d say about 75% of the crowd was American. I highly recommend them if they come to your city.
As far as work goes...I finally grew a pair and told my manager I think the ward is a really terrible learning environment. She pulled me aside into her office to tell me I didn’t seem happy, I wonder why it took her 5 months to figure it out. Anyways, she said she doesn’t feel the same way I do...shocker. I told her I think everyone is very catty and quick to point out everyone else’s faults. She said she didn’t agree with me but that she would try to be more in tune with what was going on. I simply told her that was the vibe I got and that is how I feel, that I doubt and second guess everything I do because I’m terrified I’ll get told I do something wrong. It’s enough to wreck your head. What I wanted to tell her is that she is the biggest culprit but I thought that would’ve been taking it to far. She’s extremely condescending and patronizing. She makes you feel like an idiot on most occasions. She’s always right and always knows what’s best for everyone. I doubt it will resolve anything but at least I told her how I feel and now she’ll know why I’m so quiet at work. It made me feel a little better when my preceptor told me I’m not the only one that feels that way but I still don’t think it’s any excuse. Please god let me work straight nights when my preceptorship is over.
On a good note, I bought a plane ticket to come home over Thanksgiving. I’ll be there November 14th-30th. I can’t wait to have some time off and be back in the States to see everyone.
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